May 23, 2012
I thought there was a big connection

I get a little frustrated
when ends don’t meet

Here’s a solution:
less ends,
less meets (meetings.)

Or means;
because really,
let’s be frank
(for tax purposes)
everything
will end
in a
wild
fist.

Freely,
whether bright
or dark.

You can do that
so do that
and don’t try this;
it’s more means
for an end
that is no end
and meets (meetings)
that is/are
no meets (meetings.)

Touch her,
(for tax purposes)
delicately,
and you
will
be
rewarded

[they can only donate 10,000]
{after that,
it is fairly questionable their intent}

1:51am
  
Filed under: Poetry 
May 23, 2012
Chatham County Vomit

Smears of Spanish moss and a southern girl from the north.

Lightning flash. Storm at one in the morning, they said. Ninety percent chance of precipitation, they said.

Which bed are you sleeping in tonight, I said. I want to know, I said, so I can be prepared.

Waking up on a bed with no blankets, heat rolling around. A glass of ice with no ice cubes. This refrigerator doesn’t make ice cubes, they said. Buy an ice cube tray, I said. They said, never have even thought of that. Maybe I’ll get you one tomorrow, I said.

Through the flower spaces, through the square. Feet pounding, students bustling, the chested horizon line.

Wait, now, I’m doing something here, I’m doing something.

Airplane sounding above, umbrella of noise. Thought about flying down, drove my car after thinking against flying. It’s actually kind of exciting, they said. Twelve hours in a car alone, one and a half bottles of water. Sandwich, yogurt, mountains, phone calls, music. Singing along and really listening to the subtleties of an album. Writing in my head about a lot of things. State troopers in their cars dripping off the sides of the road, hovering with their lights in the shade.

Fountain spitting out on all sides, stone infants, waddled clothing, horns spitting into other spitting. Fountain spitting, white fountain. Pink flowers and crushed brown leaves, benches with old wood and new wood, tree arms hanging in the sunlight and there in the shade.

“Un dat man, e walk’up der un dat microphun un open is mout an sing. E start is song an the good lord sweep down an take is voice clean ‘way. Ain’t no man goin do dat un get way wi’it. Dat man ain’t ne’r goin finish is song.”

Street signs, black lights and bicycles. Houses on the side with their mouths shut, a ladder, extension cord hanging from the third story window, suspended twelve feet up. Renovations, they said. Historical preservation, they said.

I’ll walk around for a while, till you’re out of class, I said. Let me know when you’re out of class, I said, so I can be prepared.

Sunlight hidden now, coming through the branches slower. Still bright. Man with his arm wrapped in gauze, white paw. Child watching a yellow butterfly out of the shade, laughing. Grandfather sunglasses scooping up child and holding his close at his cheek.

Only love is all maroon, initials; smears of Spanish moss and a southern girl from the north.

Trolley chugging through traffic, packed with cameras and maps, girls posing for a photograph before the pink flowers. On foot now, walking across streets with names, walking through colors. Packs of young boys mismatched on tiny bicycles with thick black tires, moving.

“You cain’t be tretin’ me like dat, no way. Is the same evry time you’n come out an talk wi’me. I pologize for that, ain’t nobody need’n see me like that. It alright, no matter. You done got yours and we got ours. You ain’t got to mind.” (Laughs)

Straw hats and southern accents, squares and meeting places, carriages strung through on an invisible line, unchanging routes.

Hope you are having a safe trip. That is very exciting driving all the way there. Have a nice day.

You’ve got three knives, I said, why is that. Just in case, she said. She said, only one of them’s mine, though, the one’s my friends and the other is just a mat knife. That’s good, I said, for protection. Let me know if you’re going to carry a knife, I said, so I can be prepared.

Hopefully the weather is nicer than it is here, I can assume. Pretty mellow. I head down to Virginia on Thursday morning, not as exciting as your endeavor.

The sun went away again. Bull street. Black statue, iron, pointing up through the trees, namesake. First a door, then another door, two keys, two locks, home. Horse clopping around the square, breeze through the buildings, salt lingering from the ocean on the other side of town.

Do you think it’s okay for two people to be quiet she said. I said when there’s a lot to take in from the scene at present, then yes. But if two people don’t have anything to talk about, she said. Yes, I said. You’re talking about us, I said.

Man with a camera across the street, orange shirt. Two ladies lunching, crossing the street without looking, talking. Teeth behind a beard, flying by on wheels. Yelling, loudspeaker, tour guide, no rain. Concrete drying up, sitting now, turquoise paint on the curb, wood-chips in planters, bushes.

I’ll be out in like fifteen; smears of Spanish moss and a southern girl from the north.

Dog rushing on leashes, parading their owners. Joggers dashing around with their watches and headphones. Still sitting, watching puddles evaporate, watching cigarette butts sit, watching stomachs and hair.

“Wha the fuck’s that about? Don’t you be messin wi’tat dog o’er dere. Thas bullshit. I done brung you out’a wach you piss an you goin hole up your leg an be done. Whas dat? Don’t be messin wi’tat o’er dog.” (falsetto) “Whas dat?”

The shorter man stood on a porch, red shirt hanging on his thin frame, draped. Car pulled up in front, street, taller man standing and looking to the door. Shorter man took the money in a handshake, banged with his fist three times (rap, rap, rap) on the side of the house, played with his phone, went inside. I went away.

“Head on da ground.” (inaudible)

At the fountain spitting again, bench on the opposite side, sitting between people sitting and next to people walking. Palm branches twist to rose on the path by a man in a blue chair, squirrel digging into the ground, scurrying away just as a camera comes out of somebody’s pocket. Dogs again, sitting again, salt again, bicycles. Picnics on blankets and benches, soccer balls.

Price street to Anderson, to Whitaker; smears of Spanish moss and a southern girl from the north.

(singing) “Anything she want,
Anything she need,
I got it.” (exits)

Hopefully later tonight, I’ve gotta see how much work I get done. What do you do when she’s at class? What about tomorrow? When does she have class? Pulaski square, empty, buzzing with little insects and tiny spiders that climb up the back of my neck and fall off. Dead leaves on the dirty ground, church steeples towering in the distance, over the flat roofs. Sitting in the grass, yawning, the bright green smell ripping through with the breeze. Chiming, four in the afternoon, each bell longer than the last, ringing with the cars passing by, ending.

I didn’t think we’s gonna be this busy todaee. ‘Cause them hotels were naught full. What cun I get fur you sweet-y?

Another day, two packets of sugar, ripped, emptied, coffee for a non-coffee drinker. Car park until one-fifteen, sun, beach, dried pink shirt. Fat blueberries that fall apart in between the folds of a big, floppy pancake. Man at the bar, his stomach falling out from beneath a belt tied tightly and accented by his keys. That looks good, they said. Thanks, it is, I said. Check, thank you. Have a nice day.

Seagulls, a child playing with a truck near the tide. Waves crashing into other waves, sitting now. At the ocean, now, Atlantic ocean. Shoes with no socks, sand everywhere. Watching the pelicans swoop near the water, watching the big shipping containers floating in a haze on the horizon, watching the foot-holes in the sand. Cool breeze, whipping everywhere, sun beating down, alone.

Alright, I’m going on a quick bike ride after class at one-thirty, and then I’m coming to get you. We’re gonna go get my oil change and then I’ll keep you company until sevenish. Is that okay? Did I wake you up?

Three-thirty in the morning (textual): When exactly are you coming home?

Abbey’s corner store, gas station, bad part of town. Walking in my shoes, blister behind my right big toes. Padding softly, almost limping, miles walked today, going nowhere, seeing everything. At the ATM, [God’s ATM, the sign says: No surcharge, no fees, insert prayer and receive a lifetime of love] Turn to the real ATM, card cannot be processed, receipt prints with tiny black letters, try again later.

Well, apparently they cancelled both of your cards, they said. I said, I only lost the one, and I could’ve given the account number, but they didn’t ask for it. They said, your ATM card or your debit card. The ATM card, that’s all, I said. They reinstated both of them now, they said. I said, thanks, I’ve only had seven dollars to my name since I got here. They said, anything we can do to make sure everything’s okay. Thanks.

1:36am
  
Filed under: Prose Poetry 
May 17, 2012
Adventures in twenty-first century existentialism

Johnny says to Jack,
“We can do anything”

Jack says, pensively,
“What should we do?”

Johnny says to Jack,
“There’s nothing to do”

He is wearing khakis
and his ear is broken

He wears a bandage
like a nest on his ear

“How’d you get that?”
says Johnny, grinning

Jack says to Johnny,
“I cannot remember.”

He is wearing khakis
and his finger is hike

They are on a lake,
which is a bot sieve

“There’s nothing to do”
Johnny says to Jack

“Let’s eat this boat,”
Jack says to Johnny

“And then we’ll drown
for the whole evening”

11:13am
  
Filed under: Poetry 
May 10, 2012
Feeds our hearts

They are all bobbing like so many buoys in the grass, which looks considerably like a sea, and so affixed are three robins, tethered, bounded, in hopping and pecking. There are no worms. It has been three days of rain, two afternoons whose sunned hours have absorbed from the ground the best worms and sent them to pavement to shrivel. And on this, the fourth day, the remaining worms are incubating, buried, slimed too deep to be extracted even by the early robin, who at this point is meditating atop the fence line beak-ing a sprig of vinyl. Moving in unison, confronting each other none, three robins flick up from the grass and part ways to planned exile in pine tree or maple, or out from the yard altogether. My motion initiates retreat of the boldest kind, and with wings, where afore the bench I have stood and begun to drink the top hat of my coffee from a ceramic mug. It is quiet but bedecked the sound of morning with short, curt whistles and spring ambience, the ambiance of flight and nests. A blue jay positions himself on the upper portion of a lawn chair and expels a white, sick fluid from his rear trap door, bending and reacting with a cool, nonchalant demeanor. We are all consumed by the yard, overwhelmed by the weather, and listless; the dandelion patches rash the grass with ornate, teeming areas of yellow, leaving other, unexplainably bare parts green. There is never any full consistency of color or mood, simply shade and sound. A buzzing from behind the clouds is heard apprehensively jetting on the backbone of the atmosphere, like a needle drawing blood. There are no clocks or watch-faces, no signs to speak of, only the underside of a leaf and moss-covered shale; the birds will return in a matter of minutes and resume their hopeless harvesting for worms. There are no worms. I wish I could explain this to them.

11:40am
  
Filed under: Prose Poetry 
May 10, 2012
Both the moon and Thurman Munson

Do we ever really notice
how many moments
surpass other moments,
and do not, really,
as a whole, produce
anything?

There is an explosion
somewhere
in the distance,
all of our favorite actors
rushing and gasping
spitting
in our ruby faces.

You cannot ever hold
a person in a moment
because the moment
is also theirs.

You cannot guess
at things that need
guessing,
because there are
no answers.
The sun rose
and set, then, in the west,
and we expelled
from the ground
a shed
that was built in 1974
Or 1975;
the hinge spots
make great mementos,
but we are indifferent.

There is a new shed now,
the torrents fill the trenches,
the motion-sensor affixed to a new post,
and in the process,
my Californian uncle cut the telephone line,
leaving half of the city
without landline communication.

I would forgive him,
the city would forgive him,
in a moment;
but that moment
is an itch,
and we’re all waiting for the apology.

All of our favorite actors
are there,
primping
and carousing,
and leading fuller lives.

We consider
for a moment,
cutting other,
more resonant
lines
of
communication.

12:21am
  
Filed under: Poetry